missyou<3

I miss you mom. 

I am in need of your guideance and help so much. 

I don’t know what im doing these days…

ive been drinking.. a lot..

Crying alone and not telling anyone what im really feeling. 

I feel helpless and weak. 

Lost and confused. 

I need my mom.. i want my mom back. 

I use this as an excuse to be angry with god or whatever is higher power in this fucked up place called life. 

Old habits coming up again…love, loss, hurt, happiness.