missyou<3
I miss you mom.
I am in need of your guideance and help so much.
I don’t know what im doing these days…
ive been drinking.. a lot..
Crying alone and not telling anyone what im really feeling.
I feel helpless and weak.
Lost and confused.
I need my mom.. i want my mom back.
I use this as an excuse to be angry with god or whatever is higher power in this fucked up place called life.
Old habits coming up again…love, loss, hurt, happiness.